aku skrg kat cc, rumah still tak jumpe. si sylvie tu mengade, bukan nak tolong pon! celake! aku sumpah seranah jer (sabar, puasa nehhh). anyhow,doakan aku dpt jumpe rumah, sbb this friday class nak start, ade test BI lg, fikiran sah2 la x fokus kan? tgh pening fikirkan psl rumah ni, i think i already passed the meltdown moment, and i need a new term for it! damnit!
As i tried to remember what happened during my bday last year (2006), i simply can’t remember much of it! the only thing i remember is that i took my family shopping at jj. that’s all. and..
I think i might have these:
Dissociative Fugue (formerly Psychogenic Fugue) is also known as fugue state. It is caused by psychological trauma and is usually temporary, unresolved and therefore may return. The Merck Manual defines it as “one or more episodes of amnesia in which the inability to recall some or all of one’s past and either the loss of one’s identity or the formation of a new identity occur with sudden, unexpected, purposeful travel away from home”
Source amnesia is a memory disorder in which someone can recall certain information, but they do not know where or how they obtained the information.
Childhood amnesia (also known as infantile amnesia) is the common inability to remember events from one’s own childhood. Others have theorised that this may be due to language development or immature parts of the brain.
Possible treatments are:
no wonder i love honey so much!
i’m officially in a fugue state.
i have to :
all by myself and before 31 august. la vie en rose
ok im depressed. should i go to rehab?
actually dah LIMA tahun bersabar, menanti penuh pasti, tapi cuba fikirkan:
-lagu menanti pasti dirakam selama 20 minit sahaja, video muzik pon dah siap.
-lagu hati malaya dah dirakam dan video muzik dah siap.
-malah bersetuju berlakon lagi utk 17 kali pementasan.
tapi bila utk album traditional yg dah 5 tahun tak keluar, “Siti minta semua faham, siti sibuk sana sini”
kalau dah buat jadual utk sesi rakaman, harap siti stick to that plan, kami tahu siti skrg under siti’s production SNP, so jadual rakaman boleh tukar2, tertakluk kepada diri sendiri. tapi jangan lah macam ni, kalau under SRC, setiap tahun ada album, recording pon dlm 2 bulan dah siap, now i began to think that siti under SRC is MUCH better than Siti under SNP. i’m sorry though, but i’m all about your career. ur personal life, i dont care, but when it comes to ur life, i take it very seriously and yes, i’m exigent about ur new album.
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mmg transkripsi is the best album ever produced by siti, tapi jgn lupakan, album2 under SRC juga pernah dinobatkan menjadi album terbaik. so persoalan ttg terbaik tak timbul.
apa yang ingin diketengahkan skrg ni ialah sikap siti dalam rangka jadual career siti. siti serious kah tentang album ni? first ckp bulan itu, then bulan ini, last2 tukar konsep. kenapa tak cakap tak nak buat album terus? apa yang i perhatikan, siti mcm tak serius, kerap bercuti dgn dk, sehingga album terbengkalai. sedangkan calendar pon tak update, apalah nak diharap sangat dengan sesi rakaman album?
semua sedia maklum, peminat skrg amat menanti album traditional. material kalau dikumpul sejak LIMA tahun yang lalu, tentu saja dah boleh dirakam kan. sekarang nak tanya, dah betul2 cari belum material tu?
memang siti skrg dah berada di alam lain(rumahtangga), and i respect that. but as an artist for almost 12 years, siti patut tahu cara nak bahagikan masa dengan MANFAAT, bukan secara lalai, biarkan masa berlalu tanpa diisi dengan sesi rakaman.
kepada DK, cubalah faham kerjaya Siti dan jangan hampakan harapan peminat (siti)
*siti pernah keluarkan statement dulu, siti akan terus berada dlm industri dan memberi kan yg terbaik selagi mampu. mampukah kini?